I can be dramatic. I can be funny. I can be sexy. I can be sad. I can be glad.

OMG, this morning was such a rollercoaster! I was seriously having second thoughts about going, wasn’t feeling it at all—like, I really didn’t want to head to the hospital. But alas, my monthly date with the butcher (aka the nurse), Ironman, and Dr. Strange was already on the calendar. And of course, all the Avengers were there too! I’m just sitting there like... tik tak tik tak tik tak—my heart’s about to do a little explosion, and I'm like, WTF is going on?!

OMG, so here I am in this room again, the one I was in just six weeks ago when everything was so much lighter. But today? Today I’m a little nervous, a little unsure. My heart’s doing its own little Tik-Tok dance—tick-tack, tick-tack. And I’m like, seriously, what is happening right now?! So, I whispered to the big boss up there (if that place exists) and asked for just a little break, a tiny bit of happiness.

I mean, honestly, am I in a hospital or a vampire castle? They always need blood, and they’re scanning me like I’m the latest superhero prototype!

But after an hour of blah, blah, blah, medical jargon, and those smiles from the Avengers team, they said, "See you in 6 weeks."

So, I sat there, reflecting on life while the Avengers were busy discussing my future:

Life is a miracle, don’t ever underestimate it. Pain? It helps you grow. Gratitude is key—remember those who helped you. Never stop finding beauty in the little things. And don’t play with people’s hearts. Karma’s real, my friend.

Even though I don’t exactly love this room, or the fact that I’m on the Avengers' schedule, I do appreciate them. I appreciate them all. (Don't tell them though!) And I'm so grateful for the amazing family and friends who stand by me, through thick and thin. You guys are stuck with me!

I’m choosing happiness, embracing the journey, and living life to the fullest. So yeah, I’ll see you in six weeks, Avengers! But for now, let’s all take a moment to just breathe and smile. ...

eindhoven , Oct 14th